Friends for seasons??

I have been struggling Lately with friendships. A particular one, but I won't discuss it on screen, what I will say how do you know if the Lord is trying to remove you from a friendship, how is that done at all graciously, or even how do you just not be as involved? People change, especially christians I think because the Holy Spirit is always working on you, refining you , making you more like Christ, but sometimes when this change is happening you become aware that you and your friend are in different places and going in different directions. This has happen to me in the past couple of years, in different relationships. I kind feel like i am walking around on eggshells and that no one will recognize the giant elephant in the room. So the uncomfortable feeling continues, until one day, you are saying to your self, "but I don't want to talk to them". where does that come from, where is the line, when do friends become people you"used to know"?

I have been praying alot and if anyone has any insight into how this whole thing works, please let me know... My desire is to Honor the Lord in my friendships, HELP!!!!

Sick at Christmas, new year yuck, and Jorgie the Conqueror!!!

Well, just a quick update. This Christmas was definiately one of the lowest in recent memory. My brother was in bootcamp and the whole holiday was just rushed and not enjoyable. On Christmas eve , which is normally when my family celebrates, it was very rushed for time because of the church Christmas eve service. I think I would rather skip it next year, then to ruin the evening. then On Christmas day , there just seem to be discontentment flowing in the air.... it just messes with your mood. On the following Saturday, I got sick, and then it got Worse, and then it got Really bad... all I have to say is sinus, blackouts, dizziness and nausea. I haven't been sick like that in a long time. But the good thing about not being able to move out of bed, you have alot of time to read. I read all 4 of the "Twilight series" books. I definately recommend them. I loved them all.

This thursday we went to Cape May New Jersey, to see my brother's graduation from the Coast Guard Bootcamp. It was Great to see him. I have never been so Proud of my Brother, He has Become Such a Mature , Honorable, man of the Lord. His intregrity is overflowing from his new heart and there is just not enough to say about him . The Lord is Faithful and Amazing!!! I cried like a baby, seeing my father in Full Navy Dress suit, give my Brother his graduation Certificate and My brother Salute him, Jorgie also dress in his formal coast guard attire. I am so privileged to see that moment, and I will never forget it.

On another note, you can see that I am pregnant from my ticker, what I have Noticed in this pregnancy so far, is my extreme ... irritability!!! I don't know if you all can related. I have ZERO patience for mostly my family, but pretty much everyone. I get tired of my grandmother asking me fifty million questions and buggy the kids. This especially, drives me crazy to the point that I feel physically ill!! I don't to feel like this and Lord knows I need his Grace to help me through the day. He has been supply.Even though I have not been pressing in, he has been leading me. If you have any advice or if you can even pray for me ... I would be blessed. anyway.. here's to my rambling anger...!(